It feels like I'm totally blocked, in every single way. My emotions are totally messed up, I can't control my mood as I used to do, I can't draw, I can't study propelry, I can't give normal critique... I just feel like I would like to quit for a while. This is really confusing... It might be that I'm away for a while.

Even if I'm so confused, I'm happy that I have friends who listen to me. They are with me when I need them, and I'm really proud and relieved that I have friends who I can trust like this. , , , and are the best friend a girl can have. I really don't know what do do without them...